Depression?

Depression is real. I thought it was a hoax until a year after I had my son and I got severe anxiety depression, I could feel it running through my body, and it'd cause my muscles to aches and I felt the need to run a marathon, but un motivated to do it and I just wanted to check out of life and that was just not me at all. Most of the time stress causes the nerves in the back of your neck to unconnect and it causes your hormones and chemicals to go out of wack. Medicine helps you calm down and be able to reconnect those nerves. If you want my suggestion, I've tried a few meds and I'd try Zoloft. Paxil, Celexa are crap! Don't go on them they do a reverse affect if you ever want to go off them. I took Zoloft for about a year and was able to get off it just fine and I'm good now, but we all need help once in a while. Go talk to your doctor cause depression will make you sick. You muscles will hurt, your head wil heart, it can cause strain on your heart from the speeding up heart rate. Depression doesn't make you crazy, but it does make it hard to get back into life when you go around feeling horrible and out of it all the time. You may want to look into a free clinic of some sort or talk with the welfare department and see about Medicade. You can go to the doctor while your medicade pending and most of the time if you tell the doctor your struggling financially he'll give you enough samples to last till next payday. Most perscriptions now through Walmart and Target are generic and most only cost $4. More than likely if your anything like me, you have bad anxiety brought on by lots of stress and money problems. I know this all to well. Hang in there and let me know if I can help at all even if helping you find resources to get you to the doctor. Here's my email Matt_and_skylers_mom@yahoo.com